Post Script

So, um Captain Awesome Pants was a little hesitant that I post what I wrote yesterday.  He is usually right. 

But as you can see I posted anyways.... If I have offended it was not my intent. 

I started blogging so that I could vent about my life. My feelings, reactions are part of that. 

My only thoughts as to why I may have over reacted (if some see it as such), was that it's been 10 years that I have been watching these things....

And I know with hindsight, and time to think relax step back from things, that what I said didn't allow for those who suffer from PND, or other such things that parents do suffer from. I wasn't aiming my thoughts at these people. 

I don't think I was aiming my thoughts at anyone in particular, I was just releasing.  I also was not trying to say that I am a good parent, that I love my children all the time, and wish to be round them all day long.  For then I would be a Fucken Liar!  

I know I don't have my shit together as a parent  and probably would beneift from some "time away for me" but it just doesn't seem to happen for me. Maybe I'm jealous.  I have other coping mechanisms - be they good or bad, probably bad.  *sigh*

Anyways as a follow up to yesterday (yeah yeah yeah I know I only just posted - pesky real life meant I ran out of time yesterday. it was meant for yesterday!) I just wanted to clarify that altho my post was terribly judgemental, unforgiving, unrealistic and not very nice to some  It was simply My Need To Vent My Spleen. 

I will aim for Sweetness and Light tomorrow. 

Don't hold you're breath tho, you know me....not so much the Miss Mary Sunshine  :OP