It's been a while since I've written, as you may have noticed.
My youngest monkey started school a year ago (and he's kicking ARSE at it by the way!) and so I thought I would have more free time, and more desire to write. Seems I was wrong.....
I have been kept busy with life, working at Playcentre (which was an awesome experience), home life, being sick - that's been a lot this year and I'd like THAT to change! - kids, housework, changing derby leagues (helping kick start a new all inclusive one actually), house work, oh did I mention home life stuffs? ;)
Mostly I wanted to get back into this, as I'm back to feeling like I'm living in my head a lot, too much, that I needed to be vocalising more so that I don't go loopy. or more loopy. Or simply maybe I feel like I need someone to talk to coz I feel alone.
Weirdly though, I don't wanna go out and see people, I feel like I'm turning into an introvert......I'm not quite sure how that works, but *shrug* I long ago gave up attempting to analyse my thinking processes.
So anyways, I'm back!
First off I wanted to say that I want a do over of this last year. Actually no. Not a do over, coz that means reliving it. And it has been kinda shit really. Between all the upheaval of Playcentre stuff, last kid going to school, figuring out what I want to do with my time post preschool kids (and failing I might add), and being sick. A lot. Too much. I really really don't wanna live this year again. I want a Pass Out for the rest of 2015. Can I just check out and start over when 2016 rolls around?
Pretty please??
